The loss of a child is an unimaginable event. In the summer of 2016, author Shanti Schiks happened when her ex killed their 11-month-old son Elfin. In this book she writes for the first time about this tragic event. Based on her own story, the social-pedagogical care provider is currently working on the S-Elfin method. In addition, people are helped through exercises to learn to trust their intuition again after an immense loss and to be open again in life.